he is...

He is someone i do adore

He is someone I really put my love in

He is someone I always dream for

I don’t really remember how I start to fall in him..i don’t remember when I start to know him n I don’t know why I love him…but the one that I really know is I love him more and more..

Lately..something bad happened..really bad that almost sway him away..the thing really have an effect on his life…I never see his sweet smile since then..i am hardly hear the lame jokes from him..hardly hear the cute laugh that used to brighten my day before..

i know deep down inside him there is a point that almost disappeared with the twist..it really hurts me to see him in this kind of situation ..the whole world know how hard it is but the most hurt is when I never heard a word from him about this situation..he always keep all the hard words for himself..by no means let the world know everything inside him..i know somewhere in his mind and his heart, there is a fear..he never show he is terrified or pressure by this thing but I know him..he try to show a bold spot of himself in this kind of situation..he wants everybody knows that he is not affected..but the truth is, everything is given away..we both know how hard it is and we both know that we never know how the world will be..

i always hope he can let the pain out so that he has no worries to think about…I always want him to know that I always be by his side..supporting him and cheering for him no matter how bad the world is..

I pray for his happiness

I pray for his smile to come back

I pray for sun to shine brightly on him

I pray for his entire wish to come true

To my dear..

Capture the best moments and forget your worst nightmare…everything will be fine and everything will be back as normal as before..life shrinks or expands in proportion to one’s courage..so be strong and keep the faith..

he is...

best friend

what is best friend to you?? to me, i never have any BEST FRIEND...i only have some people around me that i acknowledge them as my close friends..not my best friends...

i really define the phrase of BEST FRIEND and CLOSE FRIEND differently..for me, best friend is someone who shared everything with you..we shared the joy, the sorrow n even our little secret with the best friend..we let the best friend knows every single thing about us...the likes and the dislikes...

as for the close friend..we don't share everything with them..we just share a few little things that not very secret to hide for..

as for me i never found any best friend in my life..i never let the world know everything about me...i don't know why but i found myself very hard to trust people no matter how sweet they are to me..back then during my school days...i always having hard time with all my friends...i don't know why but i always found myself lost among them..i never net someone that i really can rely on..sometimes i also wonder..is it me the one that having the problem with the world or the world is having problem dealing with me..sometimes i do envy for those people who shared their life with their best friend when i don't have one..but then i know how special i am to myself that i learn to appreciate myself more...

its not a big deal to not having a best friend around you as long as you have your own world and a few people surround you that can treat you as well as the best friend is..

best friend is someone that beyond my expectation to have...

masak

baru baru ni dayang mengajak saye membuat makanan kegemaran kami sume iaitu popia basah..

so die n de pon beli la barg2 kelengkapan untuk membuat popia itu...dan seperti besa saye akan menjadi chef rasmi untuk dieorg...kami pulun buat jugak malm tu sbb nak mkan x dan2..hehehe

saye pulak mengade2 nak makan puding lumut...so malam tu kiteorg makan popia basah as the main course n puding lumut for the dessert....

esok malam nye baity datg...so bahan2 untuk popia still ade n masih ade baki kopok hasan yg kiteorg beli hari tu...so tu je la dinner kiteorg mlm tu...

family saye sgt simple...kami x perlu makanan memenuhi meja...cukup la makan sekadar ape yg ade di dpan mate wpon hanye la menu yg ringkas...

popia basah versi saye


puding lumut



our dinner

makaroni tuna

baru2 ni along balik...kebetulan mak n abah n akim balik kampung (sian along)...so sempena kepulangan beliau dan sempena kite org tibggal 3 badik je kat rumh ni...maka die pon memasak meni yg ringkas je untuk kami sume...

tada.............
ni lah die makaroni tuna hasil air tangan kakak saye....

makaroni tuna

oreo cis kek

hari ni saye buat oreo cheese cake...resepi nye amik dr intenet (mcm besa la)..hehehe

rase nye agak manis so lain kali kalo nak buat lagi kena la kurg kan gule nye ye..tp ok la wpon x bolh lawan secret recipe..hehehe

let the pictures talk...

gambo x cantik sbb malam...

giant kijal

salam sume...

dah bape hari x upload...hhehehe...malas + letih...hehehe

semalam pegi k.terengganu hantar dayang naik bas kat sane.die nak pegi kedah ade kenduri kawen kawan nye..hehehe mule nye x nak ikut tapi kesian plak kat de nti balik sorg2...huhu so teman je la...semalam 1 hari hujan je manjang...kat k.terengganu pon hujan je...balik rumah rase mcm nak demam sebb kena hujan banyak sangat....huhu

hari ni along sampai...lepas semayang jumaat kelr makan sbb malas nak masak + x de ape dalam peti yg bolh di masak..mak n abah n akim balik kampung..so tinggalla kiteorg 3badik ni...dats y la malas nak masak...lepas makan gi jalan2 kat giant kijal yg baru bukak tu..heheh x best sgt la..best lagi pegi mesra mall...x byk kedai kat dalam tu n sgt ramai org..maybe sbb bru bukak so org berduyun2 la pegi..mcm la giant tu bukak 1 hari je...hehehe ntah pape je....



on the way ke k.t hujan sepanjg jalan



dinner di k.t saye order mee udang



kue teow dayg



nasi goreng de

mac taylor

ekceli bende ni sebenar nye dah lame tapi baru sekarang ade hati nak menulis pasal ni..

saye ni pengikut setia cite csi new york...hehehe my feveret hero mesti la det. mac taylor...i even imagine him as my dream guy...hahahaha

saye suke kan lelaki mcm mac taylor (bukan gary sinise tau...)pada saye die seorg yg sangat tenang, sabar, gentleman, soft spoken, n macm2 lagi la good kualiti yg ade pade die yg mem buat kan saye suke kan die..

for those guys out there..if u have as good quality as he is...i will take into my consideration...hahahahaha (perasan je lebih...)

sedih

wat should i do????????/

huhuh baru2 ni saye meng make over kan bilik saye....mintak tolong de untuk alih kan cpu kesayangan saye tu...huhuhu ok je...
then...bile nak on tibe2 x menyala plak lampu biru die tu...
hmmmm...sah memg ade prob ni...seperti besa saye punye technician terhormat (de la...sape lagi)akan meng check kan ape2 yg patut...setelah di teliti dan di amati...die kate kemungkinan yang rosak ialah power supply.......
huaaaaaa adoi la..seketul box itu harge nye melebihi rm50 tau....
saye baru je beli power supply tu...heheheh tapi die punye warranty letter saye dah hilang kan...huhuhu adoi la....
so buat mase skang ni saye meminjam laptop cik dayang kite ni untuk meng update kan status ye....
same2 la kite berdoa supaya pc saye cepat sembuh ye...
til then...
bye....

hujan

hujan yang turun bagaikan mutiara....

hari ni ujan je memanjang dari pagi....sejuk sangat...rase macam kat london je..(eceh..mcm le penah pegi london)..hehehehe tapi memg sangat sejuk...

pagi tadi mak saye rebus ubi yg die n abah beli di pasar binjai...hehehe cicah plak ngan grated coconut n palm sugar..memg besh....kene plak ade black coffee yg tengah berasap lagi tuh...fuhh...memg x hengat dunia la....

oleh sbb dah kenyang makan ubi rebus tu..untuk lunch saye prepared yg simple je iaitu ikan singgang...tapi saye x suke makan..just masak untuk abah...hehehe lauk saye untuk tgah hari ni simple je...ikan goreng, ulam raja yg de petik kat taman herba mak (dalam ujan gitu memetik nye) n cencaluk yg beli di mydin mall mase gi melaka hari tu....hehehehe

let the pictures tell u.......
hehehe
till then...
bye

ubi kayu rebus with grated coconut n palm sugar



my lunch for today

ikea

hjung mgu yg lepas saye ke ikea (feveret tuh)...saye nih kalo ke kl ikea tu memg dah jdi tpt lepak2 dah...huhuhu dulu2 sblom alg pindah kj saye cme tau ke mid valley je....hehehehe skang ni dah up sket...ye la sejak umo pon dah makin banyak ni selera pon dah lain...hehehehe

saye gi ngan peneman setia saye iaitu de n dayang...heheeh...kami balik sertik hari jumaat...oo ye mak n insyirah pon ikut sekali tapi setakt kat sertik je la.. x de la sampai ke ikea...hahahaha mak ikut sekali sbb nak tolong kemas rumh tok tu...ye la sejak arwah tok meninggal ddah x de sape nak tolg kemas kan rumah tu..dah bersawang segala bagai..

hari sabtu ke ikea..planning asal nak gerak pkol 0800 sbb konon nye elok je sampai ngam2 ngan ikea bukak...tapi hampeh je...saye punye driver terhormat ni bgun pon dah pkol 8 lebih..last2 dah dekat pkol 1200 bru le sampai ikea...amik kau parking pon penuh...dah pusing2 2 3 kali finally ade jgk la petk kosg.....dah jalan2 isi perut dulu ye....nti kang x larat plak nak jelajah markethall tu....

lunch hari tu masing jadi mat leh ye...ntah pape makan nye...tapi bapak le mahal nye...untuk 3 org makan saye bayar hampir rm60...hoohohohoho boleh menampon bekalan makanan saye untuk 3 mgu tu...

dah jalan2 kat market hall n capai le ape2 yg patut...bayar n jalan2 plak kat ikano n dcurve...sgah daiso belikan brg yg m ak kirim...jelajah borders cari kamus tp xjumpe..ape da......pastu jalan2 plak kat ikano.....

hehehe part ni yg saye suke...

jeng3...hehehehe saye jumpe maskot...bukan 1 tau...tp 3 ....hahahahaha..

mule2 jumpe potato man (kwn nye woody n buzz)...ala yg dalam toy story tu....hehehehe...so ape lagi...amik le gambo...jgn malu2...



pastu jalan2 lagi n......jeng2 jumpe sang tupai plak...amik gambo lagi...heheheh



last sekali mase nak trun bawah nak bli foods teserempak plak sang clown ni.........snap le....

journey to the west

semalam saye, de n dayang membuat keje gile....pegi melaka n balik semula ke kemaman, hari yg same...hohoho naik kematu muntot sbb duk dalam kete lame sgt...hehehehe

kami bertolak dr rumah mak pkol 1630... berenti beli kopok hasan kat chendor n trus ke melaka..samapai di melaka dalam pkol 2100 terus ke mydin mall ayer keroh sbb saye nak cari pensel kaler...heheheh

tapi sampai je di mydin ayomak parking sangt le full....hoho tawaf 2 3 kali then baru la get lucky ade petak kosg...masuk mydin cari pensel kaler tapi pensel kaler yg saye nak tu dah x ade...huhu sedih...nak beli kat tempt lain bapak le mahal harge nye..di zaman kegawatan ekonomi ni kite kena belajar berbelanja dengan berhemah ye...

dah siap beli2 di mydin terus ke rumah dayang n amik le barg2 die..pastu sgah rumah lec die plak nak kasi kopok yg die kirim tu..dah tu terus ke melaka mall beli tiket mid night muvi...heheh saje je pilih mid night sbb kiteorg nak cri tpt untuk berehat yg selesa..hahahaha..kiteorg pilih cite hantu kak limah...hehehe dah le midnight muvi tgk plak cite antu bagai..elok le tu...

dah beli tiket pegi plak hantar kopok kak ija kat melaka central...huhu jdi delievery team kiteorg mlm tu..dah siap men deliver kopok2 itu kami pon pegi le mencari sesuap makanan...saye x tau kedai tu name ape.. tapi kedai tu sangat la di rekomenkan kepd anda2 yg suke makan char kue teow n persekitaran yg bersih..kdai tu ok.servis cepat.harge ok je.affordable.hehehe

dah siap makan segala kieorg pon gerk la ke melaka mall...first time saye tgk muvi kat mbo (mcm hbo je)... tpi still awal lagi la...lepak dulu kat luar mbo tu...de n dayang berangan nak mengurut kat gintell tu tapi sekali gintell tu dah x larat nak mengurut..hahahaha hampeh je...

so tgu pye tgu dpt la masuk hall yg bapak besr tu...tgk le muvi sampai pkol 0300...then dalam 0330 terus gerak balik..isi minyak, cari air n foods then around 0430 keluar dr tol ayer keroh....

sampai simpang gambang dalm pkol 0630...ooo ye...sepanjang perjalanan dr kemaman ke melaka saye x tido (heheh cuak nak bio sang driver tu drive dorg2)..pastu dr melaka ke kemaman saye tido mase kt highway plus dr ayer keroh ke tangkak n dr jementah ke mane ntah tp sblom masuk muadzam...cik dayang kite dr kemaman ke melaka n dr melaka ke kemaman ke melaka enak merehat kan mate nye...hohoho..

dah sampai di gambang subuh2 hari tu cari le tpt nak breakfast ye kawan2..

angah: de, jom kite gi drive through kat mcD t.c
de : de ok je
angah: pastu kite park le kat mane2 boleh gk sunrise..
de : x de makne nye nak sunrise2 plak..makan je la kat situ..
angah: ok..makan je kat situ..lg pon mcm nak hujan la...sun pon x bape nak rise le pagi ni..

heheheh akhir nye kami pon breakfast le kat mcD yg harmoni itu.....lepas makan apelagi terus balik le...sampai rumah dah pkol 1000...masing2 terus cari bilik air n tilam n bantal...

terus zzzzzzzzzzzzz

second entry

salam...
hehehehe... baru je entry kedua...fuh...susah jugak nak membina blog ni..especially org yg amatur mcm saye ni.sume nye nak kene tanye org2 di sekeliling...heheheh
tenkiu banyak2 kepd dayang yg sangat gigih membantu saye membina blog ni...
ekceli saye nak blog yg ade rupe kiut miut gitu...tapi x de pon yg berkenan di hati...so amik langkah selamat buat bground htam...
so ini la rupe blog saye...
azam di tahun baru akan serius mem blog kan diri...hehehehe
till then..
bye..