best friend

what is best friend to you?? to me, i never have any BEST FRIEND...i only have some people around me that i acknowledge them as my close friends..not my best friends...

i really define the phrase of BEST FRIEND and CLOSE FRIEND differently..for me, best friend is someone who shared everything with you..we shared the joy, the sorrow n even our little secret with the best friend..we let the best friend knows every single thing about us...the likes and the dislikes...

as for the close friend..we don't share everything with them..we just share a few little things that not very secret to hide for..

as for me i never found any best friend in my life..i never let the world know everything about me...i don't know why but i found myself very hard to trust people no matter how sweet they are to me..back then during my school days...i always having hard time with all my friends...i don't know why but i always found myself lost among them..i never net someone that i really can rely on..sometimes i also wonder..is it me the one that having the problem with the world or the world is having problem dealing with me..sometimes i do envy for those people who shared their life with their best friend when i don't have one..but then i know how special i am to myself that i learn to appreciate myself more...

its not a big deal to not having a best friend around you as long as you have your own world and a few people surround you that can treat you as well as the best friend is..

best friend is someone that beyond my expectation to have...